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GatZilla - Pile of Flowers

by C Gats

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For all the people who suffer from demons they can't control...

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....Fuck all the voices in my head
All these choices i regret.... are recoiling i'm upset/
I'm a mess, full of stress....and at times i obsess/
All i want is peace of mind...nothing more, nothing less/
I can feel death’s caress...his scythe is mortally wounding me/
Unfortunately all of these feelings ....are nothing new to me/
Masking all the pain behind...laughter, partake in foolery/
They say that i'm a diamond in the rough...don't feel like jewelry/
That shit is true to me...maybe you don't agree though/
Perhaps your unbiased perspective... is truth in threefold/
But i just walk with demons...there’s trauma wherever we go/
And my mood is like the seasons...but fall whenever the leaves grow/
Cease quotes... that nurture the negativity/
Daily i weigh my options...but rarely the scale has symmetry/
My many thoughts ....they flow similar to an hourglass/
There's one for every grain of sand....that’s shifted through the hours passed/

CHORUS x2:
Who knows....how/
Deep the mind..... of man goes
When you teach every mind... that men should not grow
If you pick every rose...the roots will not hold/
Then you're left... with a pile of flowers/

A mound of dirt too....welcome to the funeral/
I’ve died a thousand deaths....and if you cried the feelings mutual/
Unusual you say....oh now you question masculinity/
You tell me that you'll pray for me.... i question your divinity/
My pain is like infinity...divided by infinity/
And you say i need to think more positive...dawg ya killin me/
Yall act like i have somethin’ to prove....with nothing to lose/
I could end it in a second....you should jump in my shoes/
Take a stroll along my path....meet the goblins and ghouls/
The many failures i've endured...the view is shocking and cruel/
Blood pools that you could swim in....almost drowned in abuse/
And made to think that i was fishing..like a lame, how obtuse/
I cut the flesh around the wound...so i can drain out the bruise/
But when i let the droplets fall...then yall just claim i'm a loser/
Just surviving as a man....in a world that thinks i'm made of stone/
I crumble under pressure at times....human the fight is long/

CHORUS x2:
Who knows....how/
Deep the mind..... of man goes
When you teach every mind... that men should not grow
If you pick every rose...the roots will not hold/
Then you're left... with a pile of flowers/

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released July 23, 2018

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