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Phantom Pain (Dreamin' Freestyle)

by C Gats

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32 bars of my reality

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It’s been a rough road.....often depression comes by the truckload/
Enemies are friends.... and friends are enemies so duck low/
When the shots fired... it’s always from behind can’t see the muzzle/
Puttin’ together puzzles...with pieces i made from struggle/
Or maybe it’s paranoia....speaking to me from my inner thoughts/
And i don't have a filter....so my words are filled with bitter parts/
Yeah particles of truth i expel....this is my hell/
Wishing only for an ear ....everytime i ever fell/
But feeling like i am a burden....whenever i tell my tale/
Getting slapped across the face by my kin...ringin’ my bells/
Or maybe that’s just a wake up .... call, maybe i’ll break down/
Maybe they are the real ones....or maybe they’re just some fake clowns/
Maybe i’ll keep it moving...or maybe i should just stay down/
These thoughts just drive me crazy.....have visions of pullin trey pounds/
Puttin em to my head...then lettin the lead fly/
Would y’all consider me a legend....or merely a dead guy/
Please pardon the morbid tone...but my heart is colder than winter/
I'm starvin for what is honest...but no one is serving dinner/
....so when the casket closes whose the winner/
Don’t believe in after lives...so when i die i guess that’s it then/
So while i’m breathing as a heathen...through repeating seasons/
Try to keep my cool when things get heated....like relieving breezes/
And time is precious....it never waits for no one/
You wanna make a difference....gotta push yourself to grow-up/
Face your fears accept the L’s cus life is gruesome...makes you throw up/
Treat that shit just like a vaccine succeed ...and watch you blow up/
And you know what...that’s easier to say than to have it done/
Especially when your mentally depraved...and you’d rather run/
But you are not alone it’s an open forum.... discussion/
The way that people treat it...it’s nothing less than disgusting/
Every human has a flaw ....beneath the surface there is sufferin’/
So just act like you’re supposed to ....and offer your neighbor somethin’/

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released June 27, 2018

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